The Return !!!

May 6th 2009..... The last time i wrote something here. Frankly speaking it was also the last time I wrote something. This whole gap could be attributed to lack of time and motivation. However to tell the truth it was all because of my laziness.
One thing I have realized after working for nearly 2 years now is that corporate life is lazy and it always succeeds in rubbing off some laziness on you too. I am a victim of it. My mind revolts at the thought of doing something that isn't a part of my daily routine. It gives me hundreds of reasons for not doing anything extra and I must say the reasons are pretty creative and unfortunately most of the time convincing.
Lately lots of things have happened that made me realize that I am living a boring life which is a monotonous and uninteresting routine that I follow every single day. The zeal to pursue my hobbies and interests has disappeared somewhere. Every second day I plan and promise myself to do something new but I just don't do it. I found no answers when I searched for reasons that are responsible to this situation. In the end I realized that I am the culprit. I am responsible for everything thing that has happened. I let life, people and situations take control of me instead of the other way round. No one other than I can bring me out of this.
Yesterday a close friend Mithila called up and told me that she went through my blog and loved some of the posts. Then she asked me why haven't I written anything in the past year and a half and I had no answer. After the call I asked myself the same question and this post is the answer to that. From now on I won't PLAN, PROMISE or DECIDE. Instead I would simply DO because plans, promises and decisions usually do not succeed. This post marks my return to my interests and I would suggest you should also think about "The Return"