I am a Runner !!

I am a runner and run I must
Until I die and turn into dust

I run after things, for love or lust
Leaving behind my dear ones whom i trust

I have a weight that I carry in my heart
It is regret for times with friends, I lived apart

I was bruised and battered by people who mattered 
They moved on with life but left me shattered

For whom do I run, I run for what?
All of which I get, in the end would be naught

The finish line is near but never will I reach it
I know it is a mirage you don't have to preach it

My eyes are getting dimmer but I will not stop
'coz I am a runner and run I must
Until I die and turn into dust